he makes everyone see things differently. one woman told him that she is fifty-five years old, and she finally gets it. another very solemnly said to him, "i just wanted to tell you that i think you are a very talented and gifted young man." everyone thanked him.

i cried when he spoke. and i'm so lucky that i'm the one he comes to for reassurances afterwards: do you really think it was good? do they hate me because i don't say the pledge of allegiance? are you sure? are you sure?

today, something was lifted. i've been walking around with it on my heart and shoulders for years, and now it's gone.

[ elliott smith ]